Thursday, September 21, 2006

Frequently Asked Question - with no solution as yet

I dont know if its the passing(rather flying) time or the idle mind or the cold weather ..... watever the excuse, I have once again been faced with the most recurring question ...

wat am I to do next in life???

I do have short term objectives...atleast 2 more semesters to go before i'm out of masters ... but i still cant figure out wat i want to do after tat ...

i had almost vowed that i wud never get bak to working in the software field, but luks like tat is the obvious path i have to tread given my lack of aspirations or unclarity on my goals ... i sympathise with myself for tat and i also hate doing that :(((

lucky are those who have intersting hobbies like dancing, singing, painting and so many more things ..... i have seen people shift paradigms completely and pursue their hobbies at professional level ....and to be honest i am so envious of them ... For one, they know what is it that they want to do and they also have the guts to give up the cozy(but boring) existence and risk doing something different. Theres nothing next to enjoying your work. Being passionate adds so much of meaning to life (sigh). I wish I could do the shifting fields someday... but again .... if only i knew what i wanted to do ....

I dont aim to be famous, rich, recognised or blah blah ..... the tags are not attractive..... its just about being happy and satisfied with what I'm doing!!! I want to wake up everyday with an urge to rush to work and not feeilng compelled to do it as a matter of duty.

Well, dont know what life has in store for me. The mystery element will always remain ... but can only hope that someday I am doin what I want ... or atleast hope that I get to enjoy what I'm given to do!!!

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